Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - 6:14 p.m.
damn its been a long time since i wrote in here....
well i was just reading back on things i wrote in here before...
and mos tthe things i predicted about dan and i were correct..
i saw us fading away...
that happened...
i miss him so much....
i miss everyone so much...
i hate the school here so badly!
i wanna go back to fort campbell!
id give anything up for that! ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
i just wanna be close to all my friends again...
i have family here...and thats it..
like two friends...
everyone else is like acquaintances...
i absolutely hate this school! its so fucked up in so many damn ways!!!
ugh! theyve pissed me off so bad TWICE that ive cried over it...
and anyone who knows how i am when im pissed knows how i get...upset, bitchy, pissed, and yea...
i dont ever want to go back to this school!!! i hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!
everything they do is soooooo fucked up!!
and yes i know i "shouldnt" be cussing.. btu oh well i dont care at this point!!!!!!!!!
theres like 7 families just around here that i wouldnt leave for anything...but i just wish i didnt have ot go to school anymore!! i hate it that fricken badly!!!!!!!!!!
i dont wanna move back to kentucky...i dont wanna go to indiana...i wanna stay here!!!
fuck school!!! this one at least!
maybe i could like go into novanet and do my classes in there.. i wouldnt even have to leave that classroom...no bullshit teachers...just a really cool one!! no bullshit from the damn principals either! ugh...
im beginning to think a little like spankos...maybe i have like multiple personality or shcizophrenia or soemthing....
i cant ever keep good relationships with anyone...i get tired of people and want to be alone...but when im alone i want to be aorund people...i hate being alone...i cant stand that! and at school i feel soooo alone! i walk the halls BY MY SELF....damn...im like a little loner kid...
ahg.. ive had too much ramblings in this entry!
bye!
